"Rock bottom was I think when I was 17 and I was in high school and it was my last year of high school, I was supposed to be graduating at the end of it. But that whole year, I'd been in a youth home and I got so depressed that both the youth home and school couldn't deal with me anymore so they both exited me and I really had nowhere to go and that was probably the scariest thing. Because at that point, I needed 24-hour care and that's the kind of thing only parents can give you so I didn't have any of that."